I know lately things getting tougher for my family. With the loss of my beloved uncle and expenses needed for my sister and brother things getting much complicated especially when it comes to money.
I know you have forced yourself to work long hours so that you can earn extra money to keep us alive and educated. You also with your hardest effort try to fulfill our needs especially when it comes to education. I remember once when I asked you how to answer my homework or scientific words that I didn’t know and you replied “Maaf Along, ayah belajar tak tinggi dan keputusan ayah tak seberapa, Along belajar sendiri ye. Ayah tahu Along pandai”. I know deep inside your heart you really want to help me, I realize that and because of that I learn to do things on my own or in other word “independent”. But ayah don’t force yourself too hard, you slept only 5 hour per day and you went to work at 6 a.m. and return home around 1a.m. gave yourself some rest coz you really need ‘em. Sorry I can’t help you today, But I will someday. I will always proud with both of my parents, it such a blessed to have you both as my parents.
Jam 12.30 tengahari Pak Ngah telah pergi untuk selama-lamanya.
Meningalkan 3 orang puteri yang kini tidak lagi mempunyai ayah dan ibu. Mereka kini tiada lagi tempat untuk mengadu dan meluahkan perasaan malah untuk menagih kasih sayang seorang insan bernama Bapa. Luka kehilangan Ibu yang telah 12 tahun meningalkan mereka masih kelihatan dan kini terpaksa menangung kehilangan seorang bapa.
Tujuan aku menulis ini adalah kerana ini adalah rutin yang selalu dilakukan ibuku setiap kali insan yang disayanginya pergi meningalkannya selama-lamanya.
Final exam, just one word describes this HELL!. This whole month of final exam will be tenser than the other months before this. Lucky for me my first hell month started with LAW. Good rite? Followed by banking Operation, Malaysian Economy and Business Communication after a week. I just had to stuck here in Jengka for about a month. Stuck with no entertainment besides internet and movies, my life seems have been taken from me since I have to study for these final exam.